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Hey fellas,
Huge gratitude to Dick and the rest of y'all for sharing your journeys on here. I've found it super helpful and am feeling optimistic that shockwave therapy will greatly help me with some lifelong issues. I thought I'd also share my experiences to help contribute to the pot of knowledge.
My story is a long one but I’ll try to be as brief as I can: I’m 33 years old and have had cock issues for my entire life. When I was a teenager, I had a very strong Peyronie’s curve that made it really difficult to have sex (I had to get a surgery which tucked the skin to straighten out the curve). On top of that, my main issue has really been premature ejaculation. Nearly every time I had sex, it felt like a stressful experience where I was just trying my hardest not to cum. At times, PE wouldn’t come up, but sex was still always stressful and always completely focused on not coming. So yeah, not much fun.
I tried everything I could to fix the issue (kegels, stamina training, breathing exercises, etc.) but nothing seemed to help. Then I started working with a sex therapist who was actually hands-on (she would put on gloves and help guide me to orgasm, helping to re-train my nervous system) and that actually helped a LOT. But I was still hit or miss - at times not having PE issues, but at other times it coming back in full force. And because of this, I still had a very difficult time enjoying sex. It still felt stressful as hell.
Around this time, we realized that my biggest hindrance was that it was difficult for me to masturbate and practice daily, on my own. I basically needed to spend elongated amounts of time masturbating and re-training my cock to enjoy sex and not be stressed by it, but I found I had a hard time maintaining an erection on my own. Masturbation felt stressful to me because I spent 90% of the time trying to get an erection and maintain it instead of being able to just enjoy it. And this seemed to be my biggest hindrance in solving my PE problems.
I also began to have more sex during this time and became aware of how unpleasurable sex with a condom was. It literally felt like I was fucking with a loose bag on and actually didn’t feel good AT ALL (not to mention, made it harder to keep an erection). At this point, I began to suspect that I had a light ED issue, which was making sex and masturbation unenjoyable - which made it impossible to retrain my PE issues. And I suspected that my Peyronie’s scarring may be responsible for the light ED issues. It did always feel my entire life like I could only get 80-90% erect, even at my hardest.
So fast forward to now. I’ve been doing a Penis Enlargement routine the past 2 months to try and improve EQ on my own. And while it’s helped a little bit, it still feels like I’m hitting a wall. I actually can’t do that much jelqing because I keep losing my erection and then it takes forever to get it back.
So I’ve been researching Gainswave and shockwave therapy and been wanting to give it a try. But Gainswave seemed way too expensive ($500 a session…for real??). And then I came across Dick’s blog.
For the cost of 2 Gainswave sessions, I can get my own Shockwave therapy device and experiment as much as I want? Fuck yes!
So I ordered an SW10C from BeautyTSL/Lingmei (same as the one Dick got, but an upgraded device that doesn’t need a foot pedal and has controls on the handle itself) for $1150, including shipping.
I started using it last week, have done only 2 sessions so far, and feel like I may already be seeing minor improvements! Yesterday, I popped 2 spontaneous boners in public (and I can’t remember the last time that happened). And had my best jelqing session ever - easily able to get and maintain a strong-ish erection for the whole time.
I don’t want to get ahead of myself and know that this journey will probably be a long one with many ups and downs, but I feel optimistic and think that in the next year or so, I may be able to heal and reverse many of the issues I’ve been struggling with my entire life. But we’ll see. One thing I am sure of is that things will only improve from here…so nothing to do but try my best and take things one step at a time!
For the next month or so, here’s my proposed treatment plan:
- twice a week Shockwave sessions
- 15mm convex head, 90mj, 15hz
- 1000 left side, 1000 right side, 500 left crus, 500 right crus
- Go for 2-3 weeks, then take a break for 2-3 weeks
To increase blood flow and work on EQ:
- heat lamp on cock every day (cover balls with a sock) for 15 min, 2x a day
- Penis Enlargment jelqing routine every other day
- Vacuum pump every day for 10 min
Will keep you guys updated on my journey. Best of luck to all of us on this!
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Thanks for sharing your story. It's cool you may be seeing some effects already. Have you ever tried SSRIs for PE?
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@Dick, I never messed with SSRI's because I thought the side effects weren't worth it. Plus, I have a low libido (I think due to some health issues) and I know SSRI's make that go even lower.
Alright, so I kept with my plan (2x a week, 90mj 14hz, 1000 each side, 500 each crus) for 4 weeks. During that time, I definitely felt improvements to my erection quality! My erections definitely felt a lot stronger. In comparison, it made me realize that my EQ for most of my life was around 70% at best. But with the shockwave, my EQ felt like it was usually around a solid 90-100%. It felt really great...at times like my cock was gonna burst if I did some kegel squeezes.
Around this time, I also started taking 5mg of Tadafil (generic for Cialis, bought from All Day Chemist) every other day, due to the study mentioned on Dick's blog. Not sure if I totally felt the effects from this, but it did seem to increase my spontaneous boners more from a low 10% to 25%.
And from the very beginning of my shockwave treatment, I noticed my night wood being a lot stronger and more frequent. Felt like I would often wake up in the middle of the night with a strong boner. I've always had night wood but this felt stronger and more frequent throughout the night.
Also, I've always had some scar tissue bumps where my Peyronies curve was located. It's not external on the skin, but was noticeable when feeling my cock. But it seems like the shockwave treatments has caused about 75% of those bumps to go away.
So after 4 weeks of this (8 treatments), I decided to take a break for 3-4 weeks. But almost immediately, about 5 days later, I felt my EQ dropping quite quickly.
Within a week, it felt like I was back to where I was before shockwave, where my EQ felt only around 70% strength. Night boners felt like they reset too. As well as the slight increase in spontaneous erections...gone as well.
I waited 3 weeks to see if I would have a positive boost effect later on, like Dzappa mentioned he got after 2-3 weeks of rest ( ) But in my case, it really didn't seem like anything was happening. So I decided to restart things this week.
So I'm not sure what's going on. It seems from my first month that the effects I got were just temporary and didn't last.
I'm gonna go for another 4 weeks to see if another round helps things last longer. But not sure what to do different this time. Some ideas:
- I think I'll take 5mg of Tadalafil every day (instead of every other day) like the study listed, and see if that helps cement the results more.
- I wonder if I should increase the settings? I've been doing 14hz, 90mj, 1000 each side, 500 each crus. But maybe I should increase to 15hz? Or up to 1500 each side?
- Or maybe even lower the frequency...is it possible I'd get better results with lower settings?
- Or possibly increase the amount of sessions from 2x a week to 3x?
If anyone has any advice or thoughts on what to try differently (Dick? StillLimpen? Dzappa?), would appreciate any help!
So will move forward with another 4 weeks of treatment like this then see what happens. I'm simultaneously encouraged by the results but also discouraged by how long they lasted.
Will keep you guys updated on what happens. Again, let me know if you have any thoughts or questions!
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Good luck
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QUICK SUMMARY: I resumed shockwave sessions and it worked again for 2 weeks, returning me back to those strong erection levels. Then it mysteriously dropped back to old levels the day after my 4th session. And then on my 5th session, the machine handle broke. So now I'm waiting for Lingmei/BeautyTSL to get back to me. And EQ has stayed at old, lower levels since.
LONG UPDATE:
Alright, I've got another update for y'all...
So I did another 2 weeks of treatment (2x per week, 14hz, 90mj, 1000 each side, 500 each crus). A day after my first treatment, my stronger erections returned! Again, I felt like I went from 70% EQ to 90-100%. Strong night boners. And it took much less effort to get and keep an erection.
It stayed like this for the rest of the 2 weeks until my 4th session.
After my 4th treatment, the next day, my EQ felt like it completely dropped off again to old levels and it stayed that way for the next few days. I was pretty confused. I hadn't done anything different. One possible variable is that I had my strongest jelq session ever that morning - there was a lot of pump and blood flow and it felt like my cock was definitely expanding. But it's possible that it pushed my cock too far and so the EQ dropped afterwards? I did my jelq session that morning and then the shockwave session later that afternoon...maybe that was too much for my cock to take in a day?
I'm not sure. But for the next few days, my EQ dropped away to the previous levels.
And then 4 days later, I got ready to do another session. This time I dialed it down from 14hz to 13hz, just in case 14hz was too much for my recovering cock. But as I started the session...after about 100 pulses, the handle STOPPED pulsing completely. And I smelled a slight burning smell.
The handle display kept counting upwards, as if nothing was wrong. And the fan kept going. But no pulses were coming out of that thing. It seemed like it was broken.
I emailed the company (Lingmei aka BeautyTSL) for support and they were pretty slow at getting back to me. They just sent me a video showing how to replace the long metal cylinder inside the handle with a new one. But that didn't work. The handle still wasn't pulsing at all.
So I've asked them to send me a replacement but I feel like it's going to take forever and they'll probably make me jump through a bunch of hoops. Sigh. So I guess I'm on an unofficial break for a little while.
Anyways, it's been exactly a week since my last shockwave session and my EQ is still back to it's old levels. I'm beginning to lose faith that this will help long-term...but it is still a promising sign that I've gotten such good results immediately after my sessions.
I wish I could consult an expert to ask what they think I may be doing wrong. Is it possible my settings are too strong and it's overwhelming my cock? Maybe it's better to induce a lighter stimulus, and also less frequently, to give the penis time to heal and grow back stronger?
I was thinking about possibly reaching out to one of the researchers listed in the science study but not sure if that's a good idea. Does anyone have any thoughts? Could really use some guidance here.
Last edited by GrantMalkom (5/23/2019 12:14 pm)
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@GrantMalkom whats aelq session
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It's an exercise to increase blood flow to the penis and can make it bigger if done consistently and carefully over a long period of time.
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@grantmalkom I googlesd it but didn't find anything. I'll try again. Does it work? Can you tell me more about it or do you have a link.
Last edited by Pleasework (5/26/2019 3:32 pm)