Hi everyone little introduce myself. I was 32 y.o. and absolutely healthy. Visited a (criminal) urologist to check if I am healthy. Never used anything of erection supporter - NO PILLS (tried them once pre op with great result but had side effects - NO INJECTION - REALLY NOTHING. My only problem was first date anxiety with NEW GIRLS and CONDOMS. So I had that all my life the first weeks and after the first time allways NORMAL SEX LIFE MY WHOLE LIFE also with condoms. Allways night erections and spontaneous erections and everything worked normal. Visited an asshole doc, he lied to me that I have 100percent a leak and I should make his invented surgery WITH NO SIDE EFFECTS POSSIBLE and I am such an IDIOT i trusted him after he said me many many times that there were absolutely NO RISKS and side effect and also he had done it 250times with only improvement. 

Since 2 years my life is over. Masturbation with orgasm with a soft erection max. 50percent even with pills and injections. So my life is completely destroyed. From healthy to completly impotence at the age of 34 is too much for me. Thats my story after this I had two options either to kill myself or make a penile implant. But I hate this shit idea of an implant so I sayed to myself I WILL DO EVERYTHING BEFORE IMPLANT- also it s not paid from our health insurance and I dont have the money. 

I visited 60times a shockwave doc with PIEZO WAVE 2 and had little effects and only for a little time. But I think thats my way and I also must do something against my ED. this 60treatments costs me around 6000€ much much money. So now I bought a USED PIEZO WAVE 2 and I want to treat myself with it, thats a focussed machine from the company Wolf and many urologist s use it here in europe to treat ED with it. But here in Europe they only used this expensive focussed machines. The only side effect it costs brandnew with good applicators around 35.000euro, Crazy shit so I bought a used machine. 

My doc always used full power and I just could it afford only around few times per month so I think it s not very much. 
The reason why I invest so much money is that I WAS HEALTHY BEFORE and deep in my thoughts I KNOW I CAN BECOME HEALTHY AGAIN, or lets say it better I would rather die then getting an implant for sure because I loved my whole body so much and felt so perfect in my body my whole life so I cant accept and let my body completele destroy from an implant and also I dont have so much money for an implant, also I am much too young for all the revisions my whole life, so you can see suicide is unfortunetly a real option against my shit life at the moment. BUT I STILL FIGHT and I want to share my fight. If this can help me - full destroyed - then it can help for sure all the other people outside which are thinking about this treatment. 

The only difference I will do to my doc s treatments are that my doc always used FULL POWER and that I guess 
much TOOO MUCH Ive looked at the handpiece fbl10x5g2 which he always used with full power (0,160mj). 

[size=150]But now I have my own machine and I can experiment all the time and as much as I want and I also bought me 2 handpieces

-F10G4 which is normal focussed pointed and can penetrate the most power at 40mm and useable power also till 66mm depth. (max. 0,403mj/mm²)[/size]

-[size=100]FBL10x5g2 which ist LINEAR FOCUSSED and is made for the corpora of the penis - has full power at 20mm and has useable power till 30mm. Max Power at 0,160mj/mm² but very wide energy space because it s LINEAR[/size]

Maybe I can get a little info from the moderator with which energy I should try it, because I know you researched so much about the energy part. All I know is I will definetly do it with less energy then I got from the doc, for sure. 

I`ll try to keep posting so that everyone can profit or not. What I have to say is, that my ED is really strong. My corpus spongiosum erect normally and isnt effected from the operation and my corp. cav. is like dead, so a big challenge is waiting. 

Also I will inform you that I bought a focussed shockwave machine to go deeper in my pelvis region -- because this "motherfucker" put a glue in my pelvis to ligate a vein deep in my pelvis region so my problem is definetly in my deeper pelvis region and for that reason I need deeper shockwaves to come to that regions where I am destroyed. I will also treat the whole corpus cavernosum and the crura penis which are the cavernosa but inside. with the linear handpiece. and with the deeper handpiece I will go to the artery pudenda region and also everything next to my penile bodies. So if I dont get new blood vessels from that I really dont know what else I can do. 

Just want to say that I always still do 
-Pumping my dick with vacuum pump only for blood in my dick against shrinkage
-nightly pde5 inhibitors to help my little boy
-electro therapy device it s called "phallimax" it trains your smooth muscles in the penis
-prp 10times maybe

All this shit alone has done nothing to me but now with my own piezo wave 2 I think I can get out of this cruel nightmare. There is no worse case then taking a mens penis so I can only say I`m so sorry for all of you which are in my position or are reading my article because your not for fun in such a research. So for me everyone who has ED is a fightbrother against this cruel shit disease and a real friend of mine because this disease is so hard to fight It s unfortunetly stronger then I thought, especially if another person is responsible for that. 

Fire all your questions to me I will answer and I would be happy if I can get some informations maybe about the.... how much energy I should take at best. 

Hope it wasnt to much reading


 

Last edited by rocco84 (1/23/2019 4:48 am)